Wish

Oh, how I wish she felt the way this feels. The way I have to stand strong and fight this decaying feeling... I wish she knew how much it hurts to see, to hear, to read, to know... I wish she knew how hard it is to maintain this silence, to keep my thoughts to myself...

I wish she knew how hard it is to feel this way, to have this desire of keeping her imprisoned... No one understands you, not even yourself. That's what's got you so fucking down. Make up your mind: you take your risks, or you go into the prison along with her...